...what the hell happen to me.
I cannot draw anything. I failed all my attempts to draw every day... or even every week. I still wish to learn, but I have no time, and when I have the time, I have no inspiration, or I have something important to do first, then I have no time to draw again. It's awful. And the worst thing is that I envy good artists - I want to be able to draw and paint like them, but I can't do anything for it. And it makes me feel bad.
To my dear friends who like my paintings: I feel sorry for my inactivity. I know you believe in me, and I really want to start drawing again and make my works better and better. I hope my muse will be back soon.