Eldaranel-Arquendi

I'd like to delete some of my deviations. They remind me of my bad skills, and I cannot look at them without a pain in my eyes. My inner perfectionist asks for deleting all of my poor attempts to draw something beautiful, but I'll just keep them in my scrapbook. Maybe, one day I will laugh at them, and maybe there will be the day when I could re-draw all of them in much better quality.

Rules: 1. Post these rules on your Journal. 2. Each tagged person must write 10 things about themselves. 3. At the end, you have to choose and put up ten people that you want to tag, and put them up in your journal. 4. Go to their page and say "I tagged you!" 5. Have fun! So, 10 random things about me: 1. I hate winter, cold, ice and snow. 2. I like home plants, but if I had them, I'd always forget to water them. 3. My favourite color is blue, especially ultramarine. My least favourite color is beige. 4. One of my hobbies is fashion dolls collecting and sewing clothes for them. 5. I always wear two silver rings on my fingers. 6. I

...what the hell happen to me. I cannot draw anything. I failed all my attempts to draw every day... or even every week. I still wish to learn, but I have no time, and when I have the time, I have no inspiration, or I have something important to do first, then I have no time to draw again. It's awful. And the worst thing is that I envy good artists - I want to be able to draw and paint like them, but I can't do anything for it. And it makes me feel bad. To my dear friends who like my paintings: I feel sorry for my inactivity. I know you believe in me, and I really want to start drawing again and make my works better and better. I hope my mu